Friday, February 4, 2011
Tonight I will attend my first bereavement group for parents who have suffered an infancy loss. I still can't believe I am part of that group of parents. I have been feeling pretty good today, so I am nervous. I am not sure what to expect. I don't even necessarily feel like I 'need' support today. I am worried this may set me back, even if just for tonight. The group only meets once a month, so I feel compelled to go and get this started. I feel like I have been put on a road I never intended to travel and I have just been sitting there idling. I feel by going to this meeting I am beginning to travel this road. I am hoping it is road on the way to healing.