Bereavement Group

Tonight I will attend my first bereavement group for parents who have suffered an infancy loss.  I still can't believe I am part of that group of parents.  I have been feeling pretty good today, so I am nervous.  I am not sure what to expect.  I don't even necessarily feel like I 'need' support today.  I am worried this may set me back, even if just for tonight.  The group only meets once a month, so I feel compelled to go and get this started.  I feel like I have been put on a road I never intended to travel and I have just been sitting there idling.  I feel by going to this meeting I am beginning to travel this road.  I am hoping it is road on the way to healing.